How can you expect to be happy if you’re constantly looking at the negative side of things? Wasting such a beautiful day consuming yourself in pessimistic thoughts won’t do you any good. You’re causing yourself more pain than you probably realize. To truly be happy you need to keep your chin up and enjoy the little things in life. Accept yourself for who you are, look at all the things you’ve accomplished, and dont let fear get in the way of your dreams. Get rid of all those negative factors in your life and dont look back. Make the changes necessary and keep smiling :) You can make your life so much more enjoyable by keeping your head up and staying positive.
If you’re not willing to make those changes, fine. Keep being miserable. Keep pushing people away. Keep wasting your energy on hatred. Go on living your life with a frown permanently plastered on your face. But if you have the audacity to continue complaining about your pitiful little life, dont expect anyone to stick around and listen. In the end, it was YOUR choice to make.